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Euphausia Etoreika ([personal profile] trifocal) wrote2025-02-09 03:46 pm
noirges: (ღ i was made for loving you)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-26 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
I think normally they are. People wake up and still feel like themselves...

But I do consider him to be me. And yet also someone separate. Maybe it is because love is what led him to his sacrifice... and that is something I can't feel at all.
noirges: (ღ see the lights see the party the ballg)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-26 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
Is it?

That is what Relivers are.
noirges: (ღ please don't be in love)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-26 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ so true queen ]

No. It is too overwhelming of an emotion for their memory bank.
noirges: (ღ is run)

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[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-26 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
Yes! I had heard my original wanted to be a Reliver. But how strange, when he wanted love so badl—
noirges: (ღ i'm standing there in the balcony)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-26 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ he suddenly startles before collapsing to the ground, clutching his chest, head bowed ]
noirges: (ღ see you make your way through the crow)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-26 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ sweet eupha

no i just got tired of playing a fucking freak. yves looks up again and his eyes have returned to normal, his mask back on his face ]


What.... What was that?!

[ HE'S JUST AS STARTLED WTF ]
noirges: (ღ i've been waiting so long)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-26 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ EUPHAAAA

he is surprised! but he opens his arms nonetheless and welcomes her in for the hug, looking worried ]


Are you okay...? Hey, it's alright, I've got you.
noirges: (ღ to see you)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-26 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ he takes a moment to gather himself, truly just barely a second, and then he'll stroke her hair gently ]

... it's alright. I'm right here. Sorry for scaring you.
noirges: (ღ i was made for loving you)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-26 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
I'm okay...

I'm just... trying to figure out what just happened. [ looks thoughtful ] I was... a Reliver?
noirges: (ღ i'll be waiting all that's left to do)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-26 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's fine maybe they're among the flower so it's not a bad place to sit

yves looks thoughtful about it ]


... yeah. That's... That sounds right.

[ . . . ]

I didn't think my Reliver would turn out like that...
noirges: (ღ i won't scar)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-26 06:49 am (UTC)(link)
... mostly?

Relivers mostly don't have that experience where they consider their new selves... separate. Though I also... I guess I didn't think about how many emotions would go.
noirges: (ღ i was made for loving you)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-27 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
... it'd be hard, even if I went back to life. I kind of... destroyed all the technology and the Institute before I died.
noirges: (ღ i'll be waiting all that's left to do)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-27 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
... it was being used for other purposes... If I left it intact, a lot more people would've died.

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