there is much to process. the deaths of people familiar to her. the loneliness of being left behind. and... in the end, the choice to give everything so that others may have a future. and... ]
He would have destroyed everything... for love? I... cannot understand it. Surely, it would have left him with nothing...
[ yves breathes in after the memory stops playing, as if remembering that he can. that this is clean(?) fair air, as opposed to the smoke and flames of the institute. the blood and burning flesh. ]
.... if you have love, maybe that can drive you to believe that is your whole world.
Scien used to ask for nothing from no one. He granted miracles out of boredom, which is annoying, but it also meant that they were unconditional. His generosity was vast and his mission to save the people entirely self-motivated.
And then someone moved his heart and taught him what it meant to not be a lonely god.
[ even with it explained to her, she can't quite imagine the mindset that would lead to such a thing. she can only understand that it is deeply tragic. ]
I think that you did the right thing... but I wish that you could have had more. A full life. Love. All of it.
I think it's okay for me to be content with what I was able to receive. For a long time, I never thought I would have even a single friend to count on, after all. I was sad to lose them... but I'm glad I had them.
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It seems that the people I was with had awakened to that power, as well... It must have been because of them that I too was able to use it.
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That was very much the impression I had of them when first we met!
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Then I'm glad you got to encounter them. I'm glad that you look out for each other.
[ and then the mirrors shift, and it's time to talk about more sacrifice.
I also wanted to fall in love like you did. ]
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there is much to process. the deaths of people familiar to her. the loneliness of being left behind. and... in the end, the choice to give everything so that others may have a future. and... ]
He would have destroyed everything... for love? I... cannot understand it. Surely, it would have left him with nothing...
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.... if you have love, maybe that can drive you to believe that is your whole world.
Scien used to ask for nothing from no one. He granted miracles out of boredom, which is annoying, but it also meant that they were unconditional. His generosity was vast and his mission to save the people entirely self-motivated.
And then someone moved his heart and taught him what it meant to not be a lonely god.
I think I'd go mad for that, too.
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[ even with it explained to her, she can't quite imagine the mindset that would lead to such a thing. she can only understand that it is deeply tragic. ]
I think that you did the right thing... but I wish that you could have had more. A full life. Love. All of it.
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I think it's okay for me to be content with what I was able to receive. For a long time, I never thought I would have even a single friend to count on, after all. I was sad to lose them... but I'm glad I had them.
[ he'll rest a hand atop her head ]
But thank you for saying so.